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Today I have performed in front of my class. I was delivering about my speech, and its title is “Learning the Bee’s Live”. That was because I have taken the public speaking class, and I had to prepare a speech on the thursday morning. Actually, I have no much preparation for this although I have stayed up late. I had to do my best for this, but my speech is also still unfinished. I became "galau" at that time until I have performed in front of the class room.

Fortunately, I could pass that "kegalauan", but there was still many mistakes that I have made when I performed.  I also cannot keep my eyes contact, and all of my thought was blank at that time. that was so bothered me.I will do my best to "repair" my mistakes, so when I perform the next chance, I will not do the same mistakes.

The Full Anxiety

I have a trouble woth my anxiety. I cannot control my anxiety well. On monday, I should present my paper in front of the class, and I felt so afraid about it. I was afraid if my lecturer gave me some statements which could make me sad or doubt. I was not cheerful at that time, and always moody. I could not control my anxiety until I have finished my presentation. However, the presentation was not too bad as I thought before. I could do it, and I have given my best to it. Now, I want to reduce my anxiety because I think it disturbs my self-confidence. I hope I can do it until next and next time.

Daydreaming

daydreaming is a kind of activities that we usually do. We do not know when we do it, or why we do it. here is a little explanation about the daydreaming from http://www.dreammoods.com/dreaminformation/dreamtypes/daydreams.htm
plese check this out :)

Daydreaming is often a disregarded and neglected aspect of dream study because they are often overlooked as fleeting and wandering thoughts. There is a lack of emphasis on the content of your daydreams. However, the meanings to your nightly dream symbols are also applicable to your daydreams.  he content in your daydreams are also helpful to the understanding of your true feelings and in fulfilling your goals. Daydreaming occurs when you are semi-awake. It is the spontaneous imagining or recalling of various images or experiences 

in the past or future. You allow your imagination to run away from you. When you daydream, you are accessing your right brain, which is the creative and feminine side of your personality.

Daydreams are often viewed as light-hearted in nature. They are just silly fantasies and wishful thinking. Actually, even worrying over things can be classified as a form of daydreaming. When you worry, you are visualizing an unwanted or negative outcome to a situation. By repeating these negative images in your mind, you are more likely to make them happen. Next time you start worrying, try to think of a positive outcome.

Inner Beauty :)

There are two types of beauty in the world today; inner beauty and physical beauty and the best way to judge a person is by their inner beauty. People shouldn’t be judged via their physical beauty but instead their inner beauty. The definition of beauty is the characteristic of a person, animal, place, object or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning, or satisfaction. The definition of inner beauty is positive aspects of something that are not physically visible. The most common qualities of inner beauty include kindness, sensitivity, tenderness, compassion, creativity and intelligence.

There are two types of beauty in the world today; inner beauty and physical beauty and the best way to judge a person is by their inner beauty. People shouldn’t be judged via their physical beauty but instead their inner beauty. The definition of beauty is the characteristic of a person, animal, place, object or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning, or satisfaction. The definition of inner beauty is positive aspects of something that are not physically visible. The most common qualities of inner beauty include kindness, sensitivity, tenderness, compassion, creativity and intelligence.

I copy that passage from http://www.healthtuber.com/Health-Articles/inner-beauty.html and I agree with it. How about you?the inner beauty is the real beauty. The outer beauty will loose as the time go on, but the inner beauty won't. So guys, keep your inner beauty living :)

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I do not know whether I am sad or happy or confusing or anything else. Stress is the most appropriate word that   is suitable for me, and I feel I want to kill it. I want to be free..far from the word stress, but  in this week, it is so difficult to be not stress anymore. There are so many assignments that I have to do, and those assignments are not easy to think.

I want to kill this stress as fast as I can. I shoul be able to do it. I knew from my mom that stress can cause some illnesses, and I do not want that I get them. So I will try to not to be stress and enjoy my life although it is so difficult. I will try to do something which is makes me happy, or I will go online, but I have to do those activities in my leisure time, when I feel I am so tired to do the assignments. Good luck for me, and no comment for all of this stress.

woaaaaww..earthquake!!

yesterday was a panic day. There was an earthquake, and I was still on the MKU building, on the second floor. The source of this earthquake was from Aceh. Here is the description about it from wikipedia

An earthquake (also known as a quake, tremor or temblor) is the result of a sudden release of energy in the Earth's crust that createsseismic waves. The seismicity, seismism or seismic activity of an area refers to the frequency, type and size of earthquakes experienced over a period of time. Earthquakes are measured using observations from seismometers. The moment magnitude is the most common scale on which earthquakes larger than approximately 5 are reported for the entire globe. The more numerous earthquakes smaller than magnitude 5 reported by national seismological observatories are measured mostly on the local magnitude scale, also referred to as the Richter scale. These two scales are numerically similar over their range of validity. Magnitude 3 or lower earthquakes are mostly almost imperceptible and magnitude 7 and over potentially cause serious damage over large areas, depending on their depth. The largest earthquakes in historic times have been of magnitude slightly over 9, although there is no limit to the possible magnitude. The most recent large earthquake of magnitude 9.0 or larger was a 9.0 magnitude earthquake in Japan in 2011 (as of March 2011), and it was the largest Japanese earthquake since records began. Intensity of shaking is measured on the modified Mercalli scale. The shallower an earthquake, the more damage to structures it causes, all else being equal.^[1]

Tired!!

I felt so tired today because I have been on my campus since 7.30 am until 6.00 pm. I was on campus to do my project or such kind of big assignments. I did it with my friends; Nisa and Widya. Actually, I have a class today, just 1 class at 10.40 am. before that class began, I just worked with my laptop within Nisa and Widya. After I finished my only class, we decided to continue our assignments. I did not know if the time is up, or I should back home. So Nidsa and I directly went home at 6.00 am, and I felt so tired tonight.

Caaaaat

I love cat SO MUCH, and I want to know all about it.

Cat (felis domestica), any of several carnivores of the family Felidae, but over time, cats are able to do different shapes, sizes, and colours through evolutionary adaptation, distinguish one species from another. They go for building the speed overland, climbing on the trees, and so on. In fact, 37 species of wild cats have a birth on all of the continents, except in Africa and Australia. Those consider big cats are the genus “Panthera”, which consist of tigers (the longest member of cat family), lions, leopards, and jaguars. Then, there are the cats on the genus “Felis”. Although not consider big cats, this cat is still large and consist of pumas, cougars, panthers, mountain lions, ocelots, lynx, servals, and fishing cat. Tigers, leopards, and jaguars are usually climbing and have much shorter limbs for it. On the other hand, lions and cheetahs are running because of their bigger limbs.

How to Avoid Heartburn Naturally with Diet part 2

Dr. Frank also says about heartburn friendly cooking methods, they are baking (to prepare healthy food), roasting, boiling, poaching, and steaming. All of them are decrease a fat but mantain a desease. Microwave, pressure cooker, and wok are the materials that can help you to cook the healthy food.

You also can make a cinnamon and tea in a cup of hot water. Do not forget to check  the label of cinnamon. If it can make the tea become black, it can cause heartburn. Cardamom is also can avoid heartburn. You can make your own breakfast with grain breads because it more simply than bread in machine, and it also can help you to manage the digestive system. If you want to have a bussiness, try to go online and search about whole grains that can prevent the heartburn. You also can find some foods which have many advantages for health.

How to Avoid Heartburn Naturally with Diet part 1

Heartburn can triggers many people, so be careful and always think how your body feels everytime. Dr. Frank McGeorge, M.D says that we can avoid the heartburn with eat some foods. There are many foods to avoid which are less tempting than when you supply save food on your kitchen cabinet.

 From the bottom of food pyramid, the heartburn friendly is grains. If we want to eat the grains, please always choose the whole grains. That is the general rule because it has over more process white starchies. Next, we can eat pasta because it easy on a digestive system.we can eat it with tomatoe cream or cheese. Beans, peas, and lentils are foods that have vegetable protein, vitamin, minerals, calcium, iron, and excellent fiber. They are so good for preventing the heartburn.

The next foods are some oil such as walnut, peanut, or canola oil. It is better to use oil sparingly. The advantages of these oil are for cooking oil spray, cutting extra fat, reducing pan stick, and adding flavour. Do not forget to keep cleaning oil spring in your cup board. It can mantain the desease if you do not do it. Cider, and rice vinegar can give flavour to the food. Do not use them on the big amounts. If you want to use mastard, please use the small amounts on try testing. Dried ingredients and certain herbs are also natural foods. The example of dried ingredients are onion and garlic.

Poem..

This is my poetry, just an ordinary poetry. I wrote this when I was on the ITL examination.

The Ended Game

I cannot taste your voice
like speaking to the air
never get the fair
although many caring boys

wait and just waiting
until the fortune stands beside me
now this soul belongs to you, darling
and taste your voice is still be my hoping

but why...why the clouds become dark
like my pure heart becomes black
I cannot see sun flowers in the park
my eyes is too murky and lack

these tears are dancing through the cheek
cannot stop easily
just you only you oh my beautiful peak
can drive me sad and happy

over the summer, the happiness come again
I am glad, so glad until a devil shows its smoke
so hurt, so pain, outside my plan
your game is ended and forever broke

THE WORLD UNIVERSITY RANKINGS 2011-2012

Hey, I am searching about the world university rangkings, and I find it in site http://www.timeshighereducation.co.uk. For you who are interested in this information, you can visit that site. Actually, I just copy  until the 10th rank from the 400 rank, and I am very glad to hear that my favorite university is in the fourth rank in the world. That is why I really want to go there, and also study there :D

THE WORLD UNIVERSITY RANKINGS 2011-2012

• 001 - 200
 
• 201 - 225
 
• 226 - 250
 
• 251 - 275
 
• 276 - 300
 
• 301 - 350
 
• 351 - 400

WORLD RANK	INSTITUTION	COUNTRY / REGION	OVERALL SCORE change criteria
1	California Institute of Technology	United States	94.8
2	Harvard University	United States	93.9
2	Stanford University	United States	93.9
4	University of Oxford	United Kingdom	93.6
5	Princeton University	United States	92.9
6	University of Cambridge	United Kingdom	92.4
7	Massachusetts Institute of Technology	United States	92.3
8	Imperial College London	United Kingdom	90.7
9	University of Chicago	United States	90.2
10	University of California Berkeley	United States	89.8